this is nothing great.. this post is due to this very shitty monday..

do you really need to validate my worth through another person?

i’m choking, kicking, palpitating,

fighting, crying,

begging, and

yelling…………………. silently……………..

for answers that you can’t seem to provide me.

i have these walls

stretching 10 feet wide, 20 feet high to a certain damnation

fastening me from the culture outside

suppressing me from the fine line of intimate communication

---what is wrong with me

can’t get through the struggles of the primary mistake(s)

i feel used, disregarded, and peculiarly in place --out of place

beneath me is another being fighting for liberation of its former self

and this former self is the self taking over at present…

nonsense

its not everyday i feel like this--
a sudden rush of inspiration
coupled with contentment
a good amount of happiness on top
with oodles of love on the side
can you understand me?
i don’t understand me..
--yet everything makes perfect sense

short & sweet --random

you're that fresh air i need
the promise i'd never break
the comfort i seek
the hand i want to hold

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don'tdisregardmedon'tmistakemedon'tunderestimatemedon'tdenyme

don't accuse me, don't doubt me, don't oblige me, don't accuse me..

don't hurt me

mislead me

forget me

Don't assume the limits of my capabilities.