Tuesday, November 20, 2007

I just wanted to say that

I want to tell you how I wish I wasn't so shy that I could tell you that I love you.
I want to let you know that every day and every night someone's always been thinking of you.
That before I realized I loved you, I already have been loving you, just that I wasn't aware of myself loving you the way I love you, that I just fooled my mind that I didn't love you when in reality my actions screamed out that I love you.
That when I see your eyes and your eyes see mine, that split moment in time it feels so divine ,that one thought in my mind is that, I would commitcrimes just so I could call you mine.
Crime in the name of love, loving in the name of love, because two doesn'tequal two it equals one, and one is that one whole that this half of me wants to become.
I want to tell you every time I see you step into a room my heart skips a beat,
Cause this half of a heart of mine for a few moments have just been complete
I want to tell you that every time you leave me I'll be dying on the inside.
For every moment in time that your not here, I just don't feel alive.
I want to tell you that when you fall asleep next to me I can't help but be so glad, that you've trusted me enough to let down your guard down so you can relax.
I want to tell you that I catch myself staring at you, capturing every detail as much as I can. Because I know when you leave I'll only have mental images of you, and that's all I can have until the next time I see you.
Which is never soon enough and damn it's so tough.
Because even if wecould teleport faster than a blink of an eye, I'd still be missing you for those nanoseconds of time.
I want to tell you that when I see you work hard it makes me want to work harder
That I would beg for love to make me it's martyr
That I would suffer for you that you would never be sad
Sad because of the bad times you've had in the past.
If only I had the eraser of the past- I'd erase your past,
and let you only remember all the good times you've ever had.
I want to tell you that even though I haven't even known you that long, I can't get you out of my mind and sometimes I have to rewind and think tomyself where did the time go
Why did I not see my love for you before…every time you said hello
I just wanted to tell you that it took me this whole poem to tell you… I love you.

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