Fruition.newness, dream.magic

Come together,
fall into place,
follow through,
resolution,

Fantastic idea.
i've been searching for you.
upon pain-staked prowling
through my brain's dendrites
in hopes of accomplishing insight
to the explicitly excruciating delight
that my thoughts and peace of mind
rarely come across,
you touch me soft.

Almost like a random force of nature,
just like acts of divine intervention,
or the chances of my odds getting evened out with the lotto..
truly like witnessing a miracle meant to hollow out my
internal and external conflicts
all simultaneously,
you came to me.

Upon your presence,
do i turn a new leaf?
shun you sadly like some blue thief?
I could take the path meant for the advanceless,
+ entertain my common ideas, leave you taken for granted;
so sick of sharing this instance only with myself, keeping it candid..


I've just gotta share you with everyone!
the anticipation kills me and fills me with bursting pleasure,
you hit me heavy as hay makers do but light as a pillow,
will you be accepted? will you be rejected?
maybe only Heaven will know,
despite my anxiety of preeminent failure,
hope for you to flourish will still grow.

So defiant of convention and not stripped of your purity,
you bridge the gap of missing links
focus the blurred obscurity,
and simply make me think.
make me laugh with your ingenious wit,
pause to take you all in after i sit,
push me to strive higher for the clouds i'm aiming to land in;

You've got me.
got me fascinated with your possibilities,
sinking into your surround-sound blanket of clarity,
cleverly smiling to the comfort and improvement you've put into movement,
showered me in your raindrops of reality and promises staying kept;
because for so long i've wept
in asking my entire universe for an answer,
and you've finally, finally appeared
to me as i slept.