remember

i reflected...
i remember my life defined by he...
my being only reflected all he was to me
there were days when i wanted to claim victories as my own
and promise myself better days
but when he took away all reason
when i could not rely on anything
i felt the earth crumble from underneath my feet
lost in insanity
lost in weakness
lost in nonsense
he reminded me that the world will all pass away
it's no wonder it was never the foundation for me to stand on...

i remember then...being pushed to my knees
by the burdens and pressures of being too human
by the days i forgot my only necessity
and each day proved to be more difficult
but on both knees
in prayer i found my solace
my strength only amplified when my humility reached it's peak
my weaknesses being all i could cling to
in realization that they were what brought me closer to he...

i remember the gaze from his eye
falling distinctly into it's corresponding spark
from my own eyes that were ready to cry
his breath ready to blow my tears away
with just a simple sigh
he...saddened by the sight of me fallen again
but he was the cure for my sadness
before tears fell from the corners of each eye
before tears blinked into existence
he, so easily created my only solution
and when i exhaled
all my troubles escaped my lips in song
i promised...
to never doubt again

please...i beg you...
always help me remember...