Blinking

i think...
blink. blink. blink.
man this is annoying.
this thing keeps blinking and my eye is twitching at the amount of white space visible.
all i see is a sea of black and a brightly lit rectangle positioned right before my hands.
illuminating the knuckles of these cursed hands that have forgotten how to write.
illuminating these fingers that have forgotten how to sketch, paint, and sculpt.
so i think...

i keep thinking of a way to to get rid of this blinking thing.
so at that moment,
i bring my self to my senses and think some more.
but im not just thinking, im creating.
creating a sculpture for others to view and admire its shape and complexity.
im creating a sketch to make you see where this piece is headed,
and im painting the creative picture in your head so that you may understand where im coming from.
all just to get rid of this blinking...
so i take a deep breath and strike the first letter among the character riddled keyboard.

and the only thing that happens,

is that this damn blinking thing just keeps moving along..
it covers a portion of this white space.
but it feels like the white space that was just vanquished,
just happens to end up in my head instead.
making this task of covering up the white more harder than i first thought.

but its finally time...
its time i rid myself of this white canvas of a computer screen
and type over this white space which consumes the essence of my creativity.
ill sculpt a process to reach the goal at hand.
ill sketch a thought of overcoming.
and ill paint a portrait which breeds optimism.
and the only black that it will contain will be the darkness of the midnight sky.
because it took me long to realize that these late night...early morning...4:30 am words
lead me to type at my full potential.
ill let this darkness illuminate and shine inspiration in my hands.
and i will divide darkness and prevent myself from becoming Mr. E-MO!
the time is now..
a revolution is at hand.
fuck writers block.
tonight, this morning...right now...i take my stand.


....but i still cant get rid of this damn blinking cursor...

so fukkin annoying.


EnD