Waiting

You promised you'd be here,
Now I'm scarred
For agreements I can no longer forebear
Neither accept
Except, when it's something I wait for
Something that I've saved for
Something held off for
Four hours have gone by
Since you said you would be here.
I ponder of an unknown hormone
that speeds our internal clock
The opposite of seratonin
That is only released by adrenal glands
When impatience kicks into overdrive
I need to drive, I need to get out of here
But I can't, because you said you'd be here
And I fear, and I hesitate
That maybe you did come, maybe you did make an attempt
Could it be that I became temporarily deaf?
Or was it that I just chose not to hear?
Here I sit, waiting for you to set my day free
Free to do what I must, and not be held prisoner to your arrival
I hate waiting, it's a heavy load I bring in my baggage
Everywhere I go, I carry it and try to manage

UPS, HURRY THE HELL UP!!! AND DELIVER MY FREAKIN PACKAGE!!!