Saturday, October 20, 2007

Life is ticking

Tick tock, the clock keeps ticking
so you better get on your feet and start kicking
before you lose everything and start trippin
You've been trying to find someone special in your life
someone that's perfectly unperfect, like a potential wife
You try to find this this called happiness in this cruel universe
but you never find it..... it's like you got a curse
Growing up you've thought happiness was this thing called love
Little did you know that happiness was more than just love
All your life you've just been trying to find something that's fiction
In the end, you're left alone eating a hot pocket in the kitchen

You look at life and think about how much maturity grew in you
yea....you've step up a little bit in your game
but reality you're still the same
You think about what you've done wrong
Maybe it's all the shit you've smoked out of that bong......nah that aint it
Maybe you're not good enough to be with that special someone.....nah
Maybe you're just not ready because you havn't grown up yet.........maybe

As you live your 22 years of life
you've been telling yourself "I should've done this! I should've done that!"
you've been asking yourself " what if i have done this? what if i have done that?"
but it's too late to take it all back
you ask questions like:
why did she break my heart? why am i all alone?
why havn't i live the life that i wanted?
why do we have to deal with tribulations and trials in life?
why do we have to experience pain and sorrows in life?
why is she so pretty from head to toe?
but why do we have to superman that hoe?
WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY? WHY?
SHIT!!! why does the seasons of friends have to be over
DAMN....... why do you always ask so many questions?

Couple of years ago you were just having fun
chilling and smoking out with your boys
having a blast and watching episodes of friends
The whole 10 seasons of friends have gone by
Then you buy the dvd and watch the whole 10 seasons again
but nothing have changed since then
You've watched the whole 10 seasons, watching ross and rachel being together
then break up, then get back together and went on a break, got a baby and you know the rest
The point is that you've watch these characters change and grow up
but you're still the same and nothings changed

Now you got to face reality
and you got to have that "I'm going to make it to the top" mentality
Cuz one day you'll be worth a million
All your life you've been trying to find something that you don't need
What you really need to be looking for is yourself.....happiness in yourself
you need to find your life.....
You've been wasting half of your life searching for something you're not going to have until you find your true self
You aint getting any younger
but you're not getting older.....
you're just getting better
You think it's too late for all that? you think it's too late to change your life?
.............look at the clock
Tick tock......the clock keeps ticking
You have plenty of time

2 comments:

Eileen said...

now THAT'S wassup!!! i love the message...love the honesty. =] keep on it homieeee

Anonymous said...

Hahaha why did we have to superman that hoe? Awesome.

I like the reference to the Friends show. Thats very true, 10 years of reflection. If you follow the show, I'm sure you can remember who you were and what you were when the show first aired.

Nostalgia at its best