*Losing My Ability.

I must confess
whenever i see you, i start to undress you,
both mentally and physically
and don't be offended,
i don't mind if you blush, or wanna make me feel rejected;
you just don't know what you do to me!.
every move you make makes me shake,
each sound syllable you utter melts me like fire to butter,
the gentle touch of your eyes and tug of your hug disarms me,
harms me in such a way that i just can't help but to convey
as something that hurts but heals,
sings sermons but steals,
opens every window in the universe! but seals,
blocks every sensory perception but still feels,
the aching need to somehow defy any convention and take me,
just take all of me in,
inhale my soul and swig me like gin,
be careless with merits but cringe to feel this sin,
wince and wither from your gentle whisper,
kid at how you make me feel like a kid again,
young at heart,
while subsequently you're the thief that pierces my lungs like a dart,
leaving me breathless,
and despite this lyrical excess of longing,
know that all i'm yearning for is that sense of belonging,
rainy days i'll be your awning,
admiring infinitely of your sincerity,
focused drive and crystal clarity,
because you're impairing me
of my vision, sight and touch,
got me losing everything except your very essence, explainable only by
your name
somehow still on my brain,
i want you in my life;
why can't it all be so simply and plain.